Wanting what I can't have is the story of my life and on the rare occasion that I do actually get what I've wanted for so long, I don't want it any more. Life is just a game and I've just started a new chapter.. again. Life and love walk hand in hand but they don't exist together easily. Love interrupts life: prevents you from sleeping and concentrating through the day but life also interrupts love. All the business and other priorities that we make, force us to realise that love isn't always enough.
It's hard for me because what I want, even now I know that if I ever did get it, wouldn't last for long because of so many reasons but it doesn't stop it from invading my dreams. I thought that I could exist alone but there are so many times when I just want to have someones shoulder to cry on but I no longer have the right to that. It's one of the many things that I have lost and I'm trying to patch up the gap with some perfect thing which I know could never exist to me. The outside seems perfect. Everything is so awe inspiring but I know my admiration is not wanted but this just makes the game more dangerous and for some reason, this keeps me chasing dreams.
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