Showing posts with label Never. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Never. Show all posts

Sunday, 4 September 2011

Wishing for a Never Ending Summer

Looking out of the window this morning doesn't give many promising signs of the beach day that I was hoping for. The sky is completely concealed by a lot of light grayish cloud but the sun does seem to be breaking through so there is still hope!
I go back to school the day after tomorrow and I will have to face the horrible truth that the summer isn't going to last much longer, and these days of sunshine may be the last chance we have to spend the entire day on the beach.
Me and Leah had just got into the sea yesterday and we decided to swim to the buoy which is quite a long way offshore and I have kayaked there countless times and gone out way past it in a fishing boat but I have never swam to it and it isn't really that far. The thing which made it a long way was our want to swim up to the buoy and touch it and as the current was pulling us in the complete other direction it doubled our journey but it was still very refreshing. We went out later too as we found this huge rubber ring floating way out to sea so we brang it in as the current had probably dragged it from way up the coast. We both went in this rubber ring at the same time and had a smashing time as we were just floating around in a ring of yellow. Then we went windsurfing which was awesome but we got carried to almost the other side of my little village by the current so we walked back as we didn't fancy swimming among fishing hooks.
All in all we spent about 3 or more hours in the sea and it was amazing but I was incredibly tired by the end and all I wanted to do was sleep. :)
I wanted to make Leah look like she was on my sofa in the middle of a park but the sofa was at a strange angle and the version I managed to change it on, has vanished!

The original picture.



 Tom really didn't want his picture taken but I caught him.
Tom taking out the windsurfer and me and Leah out in the rubber ring xD

This is Leahs blog as she has also recounted the last few days. Enjoy!:

Wednesday, 13 July 2011

Never Enough

    Wanting what I can't have is the story of my life and on the rare occasion that I do actually get what I've wanted for so long, I don't want it any more. Life is just a game and I've just started a new chapter.. again. Life and love walk hand in hand but they don't exist together easily. Love interrupts life: prevents you from sleeping and concentrating through the day but life also interrupts love. All the business and other priorities that we make, force us to realise that love isn't always enough.
    It's hard for me because what I want, even now I know that if I ever did get it, wouldn't last for long because of so many reasons but it doesn't stop it from invading my dreams. I thought that I could exist alone but there are so many times when I just want to have someones shoulder to cry on but I no longer have the right to that. It's one of the many things that I have lost and I'm trying to patch up the gap with some perfect thing which I know could never exist to me. The outside seems perfect. Everything is so awe inspiring but I know my admiration is not wanted but this just makes the game more dangerous and for some reason, this keeps me chasing dreams.